consistency
March, 2023
May of 2021
growing feelings of discomfort
could finally put my finger on what was wrong
my artistic mind was in rio but my body was in barcelona
wanted my art to be understood by more people around me
collaborate in person
a part of me will always be back home
but i must develop my work right here
i'm not moving away anytime soon
building roots is what i'm doing
the intention of solidifying this decision led to the birth of this very platform
what a special day that was
giving a solution, giving a path, giving an excitement to my previous issue
that's pure maturity (getting older feels nice)
August 29th
the first publication went live
October 22nd
published three more articles
shared with people about it
January of 2022
applying for jobs intensively
couldn't get the position that i wanted
had my ego hurt
continuous lack of confidence until
visiting my mind, bringing a bouquet of flowers
may i come in?
ugh, yes
you are good enough, your art is valuable, you have so much potential and…
and what?
you don't need to wait for someone else to give you the job that you are looking for, you can give it to yourself
thank you
hired myself as the founder and every other title beginning with capital c
for this business
February 27th
way too picky about my sentence constructions choices
i have to let my creations go and move on
a single work piece will never own the power to define me
decided to publish every sunday (at least for a while)
to create a delivery fluidity within myself
March 27th
i could come up with a million excuses to skip this week's articles
not a single person on earth would mind
there are no fearful consequences to not meeting this deadline
but i'm the boss here
and i say that this article doesn't have to be the best it just had to exist
i'm peeling off the layers of self doubt to get to the foundation
it's way too special to turn plans into actions
won't pass it on
you shouldn't too